| my my, its spring and its snowing in buffalo, but thats what you get when you live in western newyork. i am ready for highschool to be overrrrr & done with. i wish i could graduate RIGHTNOW. life's coming at me really fast lately. everywhere i turn people are changing rapidly; growing older, getting taller, getting slimmer, getting fatter, getting prettier, getting weird looking.. etc. and i feel like i'm just sitting here running around in circles. i seem to be the same old person every year. i've been concentrating on reading things that interest me. i've been reading a lot. books, magazines, newspapers, websites with interesting stories/facts/articles; TIME magz, InStyle magz, OK! tabloids, Glamour, Cosmo, Newsweek, dietbooks/articles, novels, Gray's Anatomy, googling questions i'm interested in and reading off of them, etc.. things interest me and i guess i'm weird and try to read about it. that's my interesting life. that's what i've been doing in this so called "springbreak" where everyone's soaking up the sun in sunny Florida and i'm sitting at home being a bookworm or a couch potato, stuffing my face with almonds and drinking cups of silk soymilk, or i'll be hitting up the gym's elliptical machine reading Glamour magz wanting to have a body like Jessica Alba or trying to push myself in running more than 3 miles. Do you know what the odd part is? I havent lost a single pound.. I actually gained 5lbs! what am i doing wrong?! it actually aggrivates me when i pay money to use machines and eat healthy as i possibly can, i'm gaining weight. GRR. great life story right? |
